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Before you go on reading this post, although I'm probably just talking to myself...I'd appreciate it when you see me don't go; what where why when who and how about this post. In fact,I don't even wanna talk about it!! You can discuss it with whoever you want till dawn for all I care when I'm not there. If you know you can't resist the temptation to ask me, I suggest you just go on surfing the net and skip this post. I'll be fine after a few days, hopefully...





Since you decided to go on reading, here goes...

Sam, Sam, Sam....

Life is too unpredictable,
it could be there one week and gone the next.
You feel like crap now, don't you?
You have heard it on radio, saw it in movies, even read it in books
Of all the damn holes and drains you could have fallen into,
you just had to fall into this abyss called love.
You were asking for it right from the start!!
You should have gotten the hint when she told you earlier,
yet you never know when to stop till the freight train runs you over.
Perhaps you keep asking yourself,
"what's happened to her? Its obvious she's changed..."
but deep inside you know what she desires to do is the right thing,
you should be happy for her and even proud of her.
As a matter of fact, ask yourself what's really causing you to feel this way?
to feel like playing the good ol' game of Russian Roulette with five bullets instead of the usual one...