Decadence

Friday...
it seemed like the day to look forward to every week
to see my beloved W331
but didnt get to see any of 'em online for the past 3 weeks
Oh well, they must have their reasons...

my lab always seem to be full of "activities"
a rat ran past joanna's foot today
seems it is a sorta...PR in the lab XD
PR as in permanent resident
predictably for a gal,
she freaked out and jumped outta her seat
i was doing my best to control myself from bursting out laughter
sorry joanna XD
its not like the rat didnt ran past my foot
after all, my seat is just next to hers
i was surprised at first but i just continued doing my work seconds later
the seniors said they were trying to catch the rat for a few months...if not years already
so i couldnt be bothered anyway
quite frankly, i'm alright with it runnin around as long as it doesnt bite me XD

this week's been uber bad bad BAD!!!!
getting screwed over 3 times in a row, would you get disappointed?
heck, i'd be pretty surprised if you don't
the presentation today didnt went as well as i hoped it would
in fact, its the worst so far
if this keeps up.....i don't even wanna think about it
i tried my best but i still can't get what that "guy" wants
at least, thank God for brothers like Adrian around
although it was just a simple meal between the two of us out at 士大夜市，
i felt...relieved after that

Lord, Lord where are you? i need you =(



East To West
Casting Crowns
The Altar And The Door

Here I am Lord,
And I'm drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don't want to end up where you found me
And it echoes in my mind,
Keeps me awake tonight

I know you cast my sin as far as the east is from the west
And I stand before you now as,
As though I've never sinned
But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way
Jesus can you show me
Just how far is the east from the west
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest,
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other

I start the day the war begins
Endless reminding of my sin
And time and time again your truth is drowned out
By the storm I'm in
Today I feel like I'm just one mistake away,
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me,
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can't bear to see the man I've been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know
just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other.

I know you've washed me white,
Turned my darkness into light
I need your peace to get me through,
To get me through this night
Can't live by what I feel
But by the Truth your work reveals
I'm not holding on to you,
But you're holding on to me,
You're holding on to me

Jesus you know
Just how far the East is From the West
I don't have to see the man I've been,
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West,
From one scarred hand to the other
Just how far
The East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other