its been sucha happy week spent time with my new cg and must say they are interesting people :) got a lift back from hui mien on friday after the combined cgm at expo!! she's a life saver haha i finally found people who live around the area where i live...or at least go there for one reason or another XD well i almost felt bad for those living in the west back on fri especially those like christina, sharon, pb, etc speaking of pb, he and i went shopping for his shoes on fri before the whole expo thing in town and well...like always i still got a bit lost hahaha for those who dunno me that well, i can get lost in town at times XD then we went to watch monsters and aliens on saturday after service we ended up laughing like a buncha whackos throughout the whole movie especially when the kids behind us went "oh no" when insectosaurus supposedly died haha XD on a serious note, they might be somewhat different from W452 in one or two ways... but yesh yesh i'm very happy with this new family and i must get to know them better on my part and thank you to people like rouxin, sharon, sarah, tong for always reassuring me, i appreciate it :)
shucks, i got the song i'll be there for you by rembrandts stuck in my head XD
you sure took me by surprise but i'm honoured that you're trusting me :) it certainly feels like the picture above with this new role there are only 3 things i'm feeling now 1) happy and motivated by the new challenge 2) just worry i wouldnt be able to live up to your expectations 3) a bittersweet feeling for all the homies i'm leaving behind
but still, i'll do my best and wont let you down :)
hiya dudes and dudettes sorry for the late update cause i really didnt have anything manslaughter!!! yesh i almost committed that today i was mopping the floor today when i accidentally hit the broom my mom left at the balcony and JERONIMO!!!! down it went 24 storeys of course after discovering that, i went down to see if the broom had hit anyone thankfully it didnt, talk about killer litter XD but...the broom ended up in 2 pieces considering the force it had falling from 24 storeys, could honestly say i wasnt too surprised somehow, someway i managed to patch both pieces back into one :P
you must be wondering what i've doing for the past days or even weeks well...i was really looking for a job, practically send out resumes almost every week but i suppose when you only have 3 months or so, chances are really very slim so i've more or less given up this whole job thing...maybe i'll just go learn something for a change :) yeap apart from that, i've been gymming about twice a week with an old friend zubin we usually try to go in the mornings and afternoons cause them gyms are usually packed with people at nights and...well lets just say the both of us tend to lose our concentration in what we originally came to do XD if you cant figure out what i'm trying to say, use your imagination alright, thats all for now :)
Just do your best, be yourself and dont worry about what their bitter hearts will say :)
this post could be a little random but anyway...its just some reflection on my part i always get people asking me "why are you so quiet?" or something like that sure,i guess i'm a guy with not much words not like chitty chatty guys...for example, josh which i woulda liked to become...that is if i could choose in any case, i've always wondered why i'm like that in fact, i even asked my mom why was i this way and the only thing she said pops was the same he wasnt a guy who talked much so i guess its genes?? all that stuff about your 23 pairs of chromosomes fair enough, then the next question that popped into my mind was then how did the two of you get together in the first place? of course,i never asked her that XD i just thought women like guys who talk a lot with them...at least thats my impression
on my side of things of course i care about you guys and love talking to all of you =D but its just that sometimes i cant find the...right words to say you can say its God's way of creating a unique me but...what's the point of being unique in a way that most people dont like? or rather cant appreciate heck, is there even anything to appreciate about me in the first place? arghh forgeddabt it XD
how many times has things been like the picture for us? XD i'm sure we all have had our fair share but still we know our mothers meant good a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! to all mothers out there the drama at service yesterday has been quite a funny one showing all the crazy things our mothers went through to bring us up indeed its not easy being a parent and i'm thankful to my mom for that =D i havent got the chance to treat her to a good meal today apart from KFC today so tomorrow then i'll bring her to jack's place when she's hopefully less busy
yesterday the drive back from my grandpa's house was unlike anything before my mom was tired so she sat in the back resting and finally for once, the whole ride was so peaceful without her usual nagging at my driving there was no "drive with two hands ar!!!" (sorry manual drivers' bad habit) or even "go slower!!!" she worries too much sometimes hahaha i told her we should do this more often XD
a friend didnt sound okay yesterday but she didnt wanna talk about it too i just hope she's feeling better now hmm...maybe later i'll give her a call anyway tomorrow's the graduation thingy and i'm quite nervous about it
if everything could ever feel this real forever :)
it feels super long since i came here life has been pretty much the same but with a few changes first of all, i'll prolly be enlisting in sep and place is in tekong OMG why cant i just go catch theives or be around the german shepherds in the canine unit like josh? oh well, the hazards of being a male in singapore
secondly, some of you mighta known this but i've been accepted into NTU i was really surprised cause my results arent all that good as compared to my classmates in fact, my results are below average....at least to me its at times like this when you can really feel our heavenly father is watching us from above :) He never fails us even we expect ourselves to
that sums about most of it last saturday i went to help out at the drama in the chinese ministry for the first time after service most of the homies went to watch x-men origins: wolverine XD but since i watched it already, i was planning on goin home early to rest then here our good sister sitong asking if i could go help out oh well...how could i say no??? :P but i felt bad about not being able to make it to the expo service the next morning with flora cause i promised her i would be goin thankfully, she was understanding :) anyway back to the story so back to the church we went after dinner and into the auditorium we went sitong intro-ed me to all her friends there especially those from SOT most of em came from taiwan and immediately they reminded me of how horrible my mandarin when i was there and even now XD seriously, i'm more used to the more ang moh pai environment here in singapore after all, i was brought up speaking english most of the time at home....and a little bit of hokkien XD the drama was the lovebusters one but the cast was entirely different dont worry, i wasnt acting with em...just part of the three men backstage crew believe it or not, we practiced until 1+ in the morning cause the director wasnt too pleased with the casts' performance not to mention we gotta reach the church the next morning by 7 i almost fainted when i heard that hahahaha even cindy also said "omg sam, what have you gotten yourself into this time?" XD yeap so took a cab back and reached home by 2 i wanted to stay up through the night like i did back during the prayer meeting when i came back that day but i couldnt tahan after 4 so i went to sleep for about an hour before setting out again eventually the performance was a smashin success!!!! =D and guess who i met after the service? greg was at the lift and he looked so surprised when he saw me hahaha and steph too!! i also finally got to see her prince charming bf, no wonder both of them won the competition XD tiring it was after sleeping only for an hour but there was a great sense of satisfaction and i'm glad to be able to help them :) hmm...i might just consider joining the backstage crew XD
the past few days i've been learning how to cook from my mom while looking for jobs at home i know i know its not usually what a guy would do XD still, its fun when you see the fruits of your labour :)
its been sucha happy week
