All or Nothing

this post could be a little random
but anyway...its just some reflection on my part
i always get people asking me "why are you so quiet?" or something like that
sure,i guess i'm a guy with not much words
not like chitty chatty guys...for example, josh
which i woulda liked to become...that is if i could choose
in any case, i've always wondered why i'm like that
in fact, i even asked my mom why was i this way and the only thing she said pops was the same
he wasnt a guy who talked much
so i guess its genes?? all that stuff about your 23 pairs of chromosomes
fair enough, then the next question that popped into my mind was then how did the two of you get together in the first place?
of course,i never asked her that XD
i just thought women like guys who talk a lot with them...at least thats my impression

on my side of things
of course i care about you guys and love talking to all of you =D
but its just that sometimes i cant find the...right words to say
you can say its God's way of creating a unique me
but...what's the point of being unique in a way that most people dont like?
or rather cant appreciate
heck, is there even anything to appreciate about me in the first place?
arghh forgeddabt it XD

with you i know that i'm good for something :)