For the past weeks, I've been thinking about the trip to Taiwan for 6 months. A lotta stuff can happen in 6 months ya know, not to mention the people and events I'm gonna miss.Now I'm having regrets about it but its too late to back out now with all the application done already.
I was secretly hoping God would do something like suddenly no tourists allowed into Taiwan like North Korea or some natural disaster like a really bad typhoon happens that can cancel the whole trip.
But its utterly selfish to want something for yourself at the expense of others. Besides, what are the chances of a natural disaster preventing tourist entry into the country for six months?! Unless, the place's like Myanmar.
STUPID STUPID me for choosing it!
Honestly, I didn't think there was anything holding me back from going in the past. But it was always there all the while, just that I didn't realize it soon enough.
Well done Sam, you screwed yourself over! Dammit! Dammit! Dammit! Dammit!!
Dear God,
the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too faraway...
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