First of all, I wanna say to Sarah I'm sorry for your lost. One thing I can say is I understand how upsetting it can get when you lose a loved one, especially if they are very close to you so please don't feel like you're all alone. If you're reading this and perhaps you wanna talk or even just go for movie or anything even just to feel a little better, don't hesitate to gimme a call.
When I got that message from Sarah that one of her family members passed away, the first thing that came to my mind was my Pops. He passed away when I was younger, much younger...seven years old to be exact. Its been 11 years, 11 months and 2 days since he went back to the Lord that faithful day. I still remember everything that happened on that very day but I won't blog about it. Thinking back, I still can't think of how I managed to fake a smile at those who came for the wake even though deep inside I really felt like crying.
Every time I walk past those fast food restaurants like KFC or Mac and I see a family having their meal together happily, I may not have shown it but I always asked myself why God took him home so early? If he wasn't gone, I could probably still be like those families. But like what I saw on the net about a saying, "If we were God for a day and understood why He did what He did, we woulda done the same..." so I don't blame Him. Everything He does has a reason behind it and its always for the greater good even though it might seem unfair to us at times.
Every tear, every heartbreak, every smile, paid in full...
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