Staring off into the horizon...

I just got back from watching Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull with the "first-time club" clique. Surprisingly, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Quite a funny show with lots of action, my favourite was the bar fight part. The show would have been nice if the UFO didn't appear at the end, it was sorta anti-climax. Unless you like games such as Lara Croft Tomb Raider, I'll advise against watching it.

Yesterday my cousin came over and he was asking me stuff about love and sex, stuff like that. He's only 10! I wasn't exactly good at this topic especially coming from the situation I'm currently in. The moment he started, I was thinking, "Good Lord! Now I'm supposed to teach a kid sex education?!" It was a nightmare trying to answer his questions and yet sound er...lets put it this way, politically correct. He was asking question after question, it never seemed to end and when I couldn't take it any more, I just told him one thing; you will understand when you grow older. Ain't that what most of our parents told us? Considering if you managed to stay outta trouble (if you get what I mean), it works for most of us.

I find myself staring into the night sky almost every night recently for some reason. Not that there are stars anyhow but my thoughts will end up drifting to someone. It always happens when I start to idle around. Anyway, I'm curious about something. To the ladies, will you prefer to be with someone you love or someone who loves you?


Do you want me to hide these feelings and look the other way?
Thought you should know that I tried my best to let go but I just can't help it...