Just Feel Better

i went to the gym with josh again on friday
boy...like the picture,it wasnt as simple as it looked XD
i tried doing all those routine exercises i did before i went to taiwan but only managed to finish it a part of it
in fact, arms and chest areas hurt like hell now
and that josh was comical
he saw me having trouble doin my last few sets of crunches then he came over as i went up each time, he said..
'no char siew pao, no lo mai gai, no taiwan xiang chang, no ji pai'
it was tough enough doing it and worse when i tried to control laughing while doin XD


there were other things that looked simple...at least it was until recently
all it took was just one 'trigger' to mess up the whole...balance of it
i'm doing my best on this one and i'm not sure how long it will take
this part isnt meant for all the readers, just to those that i've shared with yesterday
pay no attention if you dont understand me here


anyway, cgm and service was really good
we were on the topic of building relationships
its really hard when you think about it, maintaining a good friendship with all your friends
sometimes they just dont have the time for you because of their other friends, school, work, yada yada
and likewise for ourselves as well
i dunno man...at times you try your best to find time with her/him but they just brush you away
well...in any case i just hope to be the best friend i can be to all my friends and be there for em when they need me :)


I'm tired of holding on to all things i oughta leave behind
its really getting old and...i think i need a little help this time...