Glasgow Kiss

its been sucha happy week
spent time with my new cg and must say they are interesting people :)
got a lift back from hui mien on friday after the combined cgm at expo!! she's a life saver haha
i finally found people who live around the area where i live...or at least go there for one reason or another XD
well i almost felt bad for those living in the west back on fri
especially those like christina, sharon, pb, etc
speaking of pb, he and i went shopping for his shoes on fri before the whole expo thing in town
and well...like always i still got a bit lost hahaha
for those who dunno me that well, i can get lost in town at times XD
then we went to watch monsters and aliens on saturday after service
we ended up laughing like a buncha whackos throughout the whole movie especially when the kids behind us went "oh no" when insectosaurus supposedly died haha XD
on a serious note, they might be somewhat different from W452 in one or two ways...
but yesh yesh i'm very happy with this new family and i must get to know them better on my part
and thank you to people like rouxin, sharon, sarah, tong for always reassuring me, i appreciate it :)

shucks, i got the song i'll be there for you by rembrandts stuck in my head XD

Too Much, Too Young, Too Fast

you sure took me by surprise but i'm honoured that you're trusting me :)
it certainly feels like the picture above with this new role
there are only 3 things i'm feeling now
1) happy and motivated by the new challenge
2) just worry i wouldnt be able to live up to your expectations
3) a bittersweet feeling for all the homies i'm leaving behind

but still, i'll do my best and wont let you down :)

The Middle

hiya dudes and dudettes
sorry for the late update cause i really didnt have anything
manslaughter!!!
yesh i almost committed that today
i was mopping the floor today when i accidentally hit the broom my mom left at the balcony
and JERONIMO!!!!
down it went 24 storeys
of course after discovering that, i went down to see if the broom had hit anyone
thankfully it didnt, talk about killer litter XD
but...the broom ended up in 2 pieces
considering the force it had falling from 24 storeys, could honestly say i wasnt too surprised
somehow, someway i managed to patch both pieces back into one :P

you must be wondering what i've doing for the past days or even weeks
well...i was really looking for a job, practically send out resumes almost every week
but i suppose when you only have 3 months or so, chances are really very slim
so i've more or less given up this whole job thing...maybe i'll just go learn something for a change :)
yeap apart from that, i've been gymming about twice a week with an old friend zubin
we usually try to go in the mornings and afternoons
cause them gyms are usually packed with people at nights
and...well lets just say the both of us tend to lose our concentration in what we originally came to do XD
if you cant figure out what i'm trying to say, use your imagination
alright, thats all for now :)

Just do your best, be yourself and dont worry about what their bitter hearts will say :)

All or Nothing

this post could be a little random
but anyway...its just some reflection on my part
i always get people asking me "why are you so quiet?" or something like that
sure,i guess i'm a guy with not much words
not like chitty chatty guys...for example, josh
which i woulda liked to become...that is if i could choose
in any case, i've always wondered why i'm like that
in fact, i even asked my mom why was i this way and the only thing she said pops was the same
he wasnt a guy who talked much
so i guess its genes?? all that stuff about your 23 pairs of chromosomes
fair enough, then the next question that popped into my mind was then how did the two of you get together in the first place?
of course,i never asked her that XD
i just thought women like guys who talk a lot with them...at least thats my impression

on my side of things
of course i care about you guys and love talking to all of you =D
but its just that sometimes i cant find the...right words to say
you can say its God's way of creating a unique me
but...what's the point of being unique in a way that most people dont like?
or rather cant appreciate
heck, is there even anything to appreciate about me in the first place?
arghh forgeddabt it XD

with you i know that i'm good for something :)

Everlong

how many times has things been like the picture for us? XD
i'm sure we all have had our fair share but still we know our mothers meant good
a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! to all mothers out there
the drama at service yesterday has been quite a funny one showing all the crazy things our mothers went through to bring us up
indeed its not easy being a parent and i'm thankful to my mom for that =D
i havent got the chance to treat her to a good meal today apart from KFC today
so tomorrow then i'll bring her to jack's place when she's hopefully less busy

yesterday the drive back from my grandpa's house was unlike anything before
my mom was tired so she sat in the back resting
and finally for once, the whole ride was so peaceful without her usual nagging at my driving
there was no "drive with two hands ar!!!" (sorry manual drivers' bad habit) or even "go slower!!!"
she worries too much sometimes
hahaha i told her we should do this more often XD

a friend didnt sound okay yesterday but she didnt wanna talk about it too
i just hope she's feeling better now
hmm...maybe later i'll give her a call
anyway tomorrow's the graduation thingy
and i'm quite nervous about it

if everything could ever feel this real forever :)

Nothing Else Matters

it feels super long since i came here
life has been pretty much the same but with a few changes
first of all, i'll prolly be enlisting in sep and place is in tekong
OMG
why cant i just go catch theives or be around the german shepherds in the canine unit like josh?
oh well, the hazards of being a male in singapore

secondly, some of you mighta known this but i've been accepted into NTU
i was really surprised cause my results arent all that good as compared to my classmates
in fact, my results are below average....at least to me
its at times like this when you can really feel our heavenly father is watching us from above :)
He never fails us even we expect ourselves to

that sums about most of it
last saturday i went to help out at the drama in the chinese ministry for the first time after service
most of the homies went to watch x-men origins: wolverine XD
but since i watched it already, i was planning on goin home early to rest
then here our good sister sitong asking if i could go help out
oh well...how could i say no??? :P
but i felt bad about not being able to make it to the expo service the next morning with flora cause i promised her i would be goin
thankfully, she was understanding :)
anyway back to the story
so back to the church we went after dinner
and into the auditorium we went
sitong intro-ed me to all her friends there especially those from SOT
most of em came from taiwan
and immediately they reminded me of how horrible my mandarin when i was there and even now XD
seriously, i'm more used to the more ang moh pai environment here in singapore
after all, i was brought up speaking english most of the time at home....and a little bit of hokkien XD
the drama was the lovebusters one but the cast was entirely different
dont worry, i wasnt acting with em...just part of the three men backstage crew
believe it or not, we practiced until 1+ in the morning cause the director wasnt too pleased with the casts' performance
not to mention we gotta reach the church the next morning by 7
i almost fainted when i heard that
hahahaha even cindy also said "omg sam, what have you gotten yourself into this time?" XD
yeap so took a cab back and reached home by 2
i wanted to stay up through the night like i did back during the prayer meeting when i came back that day
but i couldnt tahan after 4 so i went to sleep for about an hour before setting out again
eventually the performance was a smashin success!!!! =D
and guess who i met after the service?
greg was at the lift and he looked so surprised when he saw me hahaha
and steph too!!
i also finally got to see her prince charming bf, no wonder both of them won the competition XD
tiring it was after sleeping only for an hour but there was a great sense of satisfaction and i'm glad to be able to help them :)
hmm...i might just consider joining the backstage crew XD

the past few days i've been learning how to cook from my mom while looking for jobs at home
i know i know its not usually what a guy would do XD
still, its fun when you see the fruits of your labour :)

couldnt be much more from the heart